Alcohol. That funny life blurrer, that enhances or numbs whatever is going on.
I don’t drink much and I’m at a friends birthday after not drinking for quite a while.
I debated, Do I drink? Or don’t I? It’s tricky for me because I love the connection of drinking…doing shots with people, cheers etc. It tastes pretty good too. A little whiskey lime with ginger beer and mint. Some Baileys with coffee. That familiar warm blanket wrapping me up.
Long term though, why do I do it? I know that I feel sharper and more connected when I don’t drink. I feel like we all talk and laugh and feel like we are bonding. But really? Are we? Areeeee we?
I feel like it’s a constant balance. Xo